mirror, mirror on the wall, who’s the biggest fuckboi of them all?

Tegan Barbara

10 Jul 2024 — 1 min read

The sun and her flowers by Rupi Kaur

Do you really think I don't know how you see me?

It's reflected in your searching eyes.

You fell for the performance

the masquerade.

I despise the box you've forced me into.

The stunningly retched.

The opinionated modern whore who'd be more attractive if she'd just shut her pretty little mouth

open her legs.

She's fun. She's a momentary fix for your insatiable hunger.

Didn't I tell you?

I'll never be a placeholder for an insecure man.

-She’s burning

Conversing with men

I’m sad. “Go eat some chocolate darling” I can feel my heartbeat pumping through my chest. “Take a Xanax darling” I’m unsatisfied. “Just have another baby darling” I want to scream. “Don’t waste your energy darling” Is this a joke? “Women just aren’t funny darling” I’

I love you but I love me more

Darling, let’s call a spade a spade shall we? This little life of ours is fleeting. I adore you, that much is true. But darling, I’ve endured violent hands throttle my neck. I’m still breathing They’ve cut me with sharp edges and scraped out my insides

Have you ever?

Have you ever Crashed into someone heart first Converged ? A collision of violent ecstasy, heart pumping bones shattering teeth reduced to shards. The voices in the backseat never cease pleading: BRAKE! Only accelerating comes naturally. - She’s Burning

but mum you said you were ‘friends’

Every now and then he points out the red bull cans stacked high atop the grocery store shelf. His bright eyes stare into mine as he asks: “Is it true, does redbull really give you wings?” Perhaps he thinks once yours grow, you’ll fly straight over? We didn’t

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Conversing with men

I love you but I love me more

Have you ever?

but mum you said you were ‘friends’